which type of chocolate do you like best?

Thursday, March 25, 2010

zombie proof your property: at least a 40 acre plot of land is necessary for this strategie. The outer fence should be a 6 or 9 feet tall wooden privacy fence the wood should be at least 2 inches thick. Behind this fence should be those metal fenceposts, spaced every foot, and chain length fencing on those. Outside this fence should be decorative thorn trees and rosebushes. The gate that leads in should be a tall, sturdy metal gate with no openings. This should be secured shut by three huge vault style deadbolts, that require a passcode and key to open. 5 feet inside the fence is a set of motion detector equitment these should be placed every ten feet leaving no blind spot. If possible decorative ponds should be put around the property and stocked with fish. These ponds should be at least twenty to thirty feet deep in the middle. The ponds will serve as a water and food source when hunkering down when the worst happens. And they will leave less openings for your house to be attacked from. These ponds should be far enough away from the house to leave room for a 2 acre vegtable garden and at least 9 acres for the goats and chickens to graze in. The house should be on the highest point on the property. The house should be three stories high with no windows on the first floor and small windows on the 2nd floor. A panic room fully equipped with guns, ammo, food, and water to last three months per member of the household. I will continue this article next entry so be waiting.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

silly questions

as you may or may not know this blog is for a class, graphic arts. i was asked a question in this class that i was to answer on my blog. well, here it is: "do you think traditional art is still neccessary?". as a theatre enthusiast and amateur thespian, of course i think traditional art is still neccessary. without drama and painting and writing, we wouldn't all have our way of expression. writing is neccessary for the advancement of reading skills and for better understanding of the human psyche. drama helps us have an emotional fix, whether stage acting like mine, or those silly midday soap operas. if we don't have an emotional release we would all be serial killers or crazed psychos.
painting may not be completely neccessary but i see my sister painting and think of how she could never express herself any other way and it would make her go insane without her art. so yes, art is neccessary for human life to be happy, happiness is every humans right to grasp for. emotional expression is what makes us inately human, otherwise we would just be chimpanzees.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Losing weight let's face it, it sucks. I would much rather eat real cake than rice cakes. But as a former bulimic, the thought of being overweight or even upper normal healthy weight scares me. So im trying to get abs again. But this time, no puking. Im ridiculous when it comes to my weight. Im 4' 8'' and weigh around 105. That isn't really skinny but its thin and, considering my muscle mass, very healthy. But i am starting to let some fat creep in. So i am starting to work out more. Dont take this as i am bulimic or anything i refuse to mess my body up any more than it already is. But anyway im trying to get my nice, female style abs back, not a creepy woman six-pack.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Being sick bleh. Didn't go to school today. People at school are texting me, shame shame. I have been coughing up stuff and it is very icky. I have recently discovered chewable fiber supplements, benefiber wild berry. It is delicious, i wish cough syrup could taste that good. Also the only cough drops we have are menthol which makes me sicker. So i cannot use cough drops so it stops hurting. Fml.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

i love the lgbt community I went to gay prom last night and got home at 1am. I danced with a tranny and several gay guys. I love the LGBT community everybody is so supportive. I even got a phone number.

Friday, March 19, 2010

Having to wait an hour for appointments My appointment was at 10:30am it is now 11:30am and river valley has still not seen me all i need is a refill on a prescription but they must make me miss two class periods and lunch to get it now wonder she thinks i have irratic angry moods, making me wait an hour when i should be eating lunch or learning. That makes me so mad. I am not going to get to eat lunch now. I am skinny as it is i need my food to fuel my inner fat kid!!! Why must doctors have a better than thou attitude? If you need a psycologist never go to river valley.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

People keep dissing my dreads. oh man i hear people talking i am not sure people understand that. It takes a lot of work to make dreads work. People think its gross and that i just let my hair mat into this. That is stupid because it takes a lot of effort to look like this. Oh and really i do wash my hair. Twice a week which is more than most guys and people with dry hair. Just because i am not black doesn't mean i cannot have nice looking dreads and look freaking great with them. At least i can dress myself without looking like a prostitute. Ugh skanks make me mad... And my dreads look great for their age, normally it takes six months to look good. I know the back looks flat, i sleep on my back so it gets messed up like any hairstyle would. Well that is all, peace.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Okay i give up on finding things i hate. So today i washed my dreadlocks and they smell aweful. As long as there is plenty of wax on them they don't smell bad but when i use my fragrance free residue free and non comodegenic shampoo, my dreadlocks smell aweful. Absolutely aweful. I caught a whiff of them and gagged. Anyway it doesn't matter i love my dreadlocks.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Zombies of you hate zombies also maybe you should think about joining ZASS. Wanna know what ZASS is? It stands for zombie apocolypse survival squad. Wanna know what we do? All of us train for the day when the dead rise and try to eat our flesh. We go on bi-weekly hiking trips at audubon park. We walk around 5 miles on every trip on hilly and muddy paths. We are going off path and setting up a survival scenario next trip. Also we encourage our members to strength train, get plenty of cardiovascular exercise in and eat healthy so they can fight off a zombie. Wanna join and get exclusive tips and info on ZASS events? Contact me or Carol for information. Or go look me up on twitter: random_phrase is my username. ZASS hopes to have a get together with our sister ZEST from brescia. Anyway if you are interested contact us and join
Bad acting we have been watching lifetime movies in my sociology class. Okay they aren't lifetime movies but close to it. All of them are about child abuse and its after effects. The acting is aweful. It is distracting from the plot of the movie and i can barely focus on horrors displayed in the film. Im not such a great thespian that i should criticize the actors but whoever cast them must have had his limited budget in mind, or only bad actors tried out and these were the least horrible

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Raw food diets my sister just put shredded carrots, spinach, lemon juice, water and spices in a blender and is about to eat it. I am so confused as to what makes her think this is a healthy diet. I cannot see where she is getting protien. If i was on a raw food diet i would at least look up raw recipes first. Looking at the horrible soupy spinach stuff she is eating makes me sick. I know all raw food-ists do not eat this kinda stuff but she is making me not want to ever be a raw food-ist

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Philosophy that completely blows my mind I just got a lesson on the ten dimensions. All possible paths everything and everyone can have taken in all possible universes is just one point in the tenth dimension. Also iacobus told me about how we see universes that are billions of lightyears away and what we see of them already happened so when we die we are released from what the light shows us and we see everything that has ever happened. So according to this theory everything that is going to happen has already happened.

Monday, March 1, 2010

preteens and young teens having sex

i really don't appreciate it when my young friends come to me heartbroken and crying because their way to old boyfriend broke up with them. it wouldn't be nearly so bad for these kids if they wouldn't have sex so early. i'd be ok if they'd just wait til 16. what happened to getting your drivers license then having that kind of freedom. this also has contributed to teen pregnancy, if you have sex earlier you do more risky types of sex when you get a bit older and by 16 you're a skank and don't wrap that up.


its considered way worse than bulimia. people with bulimia get way overshadowed because they don't lose weight as drastically or as fast as anorexics, but bulimia is actually worse in the long run. it decays teeth and puts acid burns in the esophagus. also if you quit, you have acid reflux your entire life. it is crazy and aweful. besides, if they need help at least people see that they are in trouble. often it can be ignored that there is a problem because bulimics eat. when we/they purge it is in private and nobody knows so they say it doesn't happen. it is aweful. and anorexics try to make people feel sorry for them. grrr. sorry old wounds.


owwwie! you didn't need to know that. sorry. but i am cramping so bad. i mean its kinda ok because i only get like this every few months. it really hurts when you get Mirena, it makes the cramps a lot worse. at least the birth control is effective for 5 years.